But I feel alive and I feel it in me

Casually drew this while listening to Passion pit as the rest of my family were watching some violent zombie show; walking dead or whatever.

Soft shading in paint oop. People sometimes ask why I don't shade like this anymore, I kinda felt like it and now I remember why I don't do this. IT TAKES HOURS AND HOURS ;___;

tentative redraw of this

god I friggin love this character <3 I'll never get bored with drawing him *u* Ever like just have this soul like connection with an oc that just makes them something that brings you more joy than anything? GAH ;u;